However, the feelings of this kind of thing, is not allowed to meet can be cut off?
Who can control the things in mind?
The water came down from his head, and he closed his eyes tightly.
Originally, he was upset about Qin Yifei, and Su fan refused him.
At that moment, her reaction made him feel that her heart was full of Xiaofei, without him, not at all.
Just from the snow there to hear Xiaofei, she as for mood fluctuation so big? Before answering the phone, she was so happy to chat with him. As soon as she heard about Xiaofei, she was just like a different person.
Sufan, what are you thinking?
When he dried his body and went out, he saw that she was still lying on the bed, still in the previous position, motionless.
What''s the matter with her?
He went over, sat down beside her, lifted the hair on her face and looked at her.
But her eyes didn''t look bright at all.
He got up, went into the bathroom, brought her a towel and came out, gently wiping the water on her face and the moisture on her body. However, she still did not move.
"Get up and change. You''ll catch a cold." He said.
She slowly propped herself up, but did not look at him.
He pulled her face and forced her to look at herself.
"That''s what you like, isn''t it?" She asked, frowning.
"I don''t like that you have someone else in your heart, that''s it. I don''t like your mood fluctuating because of other men. It''s so simple. Don''t I even have that right? " He asked back.
"Yes, you have the right." Sufan whispered.
Her heart was torn by the man she loved most, the only one she loved.
Doubt is a chronic poison, no couple can escape such a poison.
His anger, slowly down, to her wet hair.
Maybe she can argue with him, but what''s the use of arguing? He knows everything, but he can''t let it go in his heart. As long as she is alive, as long as they are still husband and wife, he won''t let it go. It will always be a barrier between them.
"Put on your clothes and go to sleep!" He said.
"I''ll do it myself." She said, sat up from the bed, took his pajamas, put them on and got out of bed.
"Sufan..." he called her.
"Go to sleep. I want to go down and have a drink." With that, she did not turn her head to go out.
Huo Shuqing quietly watched her disappear in front of him, sat by the bed and breathed out a long breath.
He is too much. He shouldn''t vent his emotions on her. She doesn''t have contact with Yifei, but in his heart, he just can''t
Deep in the night, Huo Shuqing lay in bed and went to sleep, but Su fan never went upstairs.
In the living room on the first floor, it was dark. Su fan sat quietly on the sofa, holding his water cup. The water in the glass changed from hot to cold, but she kept holding it for a long time. There was only deep night in front of her eyes.
The heating in the room is very comfortable, even if you only wear thin pajamas, you can''t feel a chill.
Just, the body does not feel cold, a heart
Is she too affectable! She has never considered his feelings! It''s her fault, isn''t it!
Su fan grinned bitterly, his eyes filled with tears, and sighed deeply.
Turning to the direction of the stairs, tears came out of my eyes.
All of a sudden, she didn''t want to go upstairs to the room, and she didn''t want to go back to the same bed with him.
Living in the same bed and dying in the same acupoint are husband and wife. But what''s the point of lying in a bed without trust?
Sufan drank water, put down the cup and closed his eyes against the sofa.
Maybe it''s today''s long-distance fatigue, or what happened just now, Sufan suddenly felt that he had no strength, and even no strength to go upstairs to the guest room to sleep. He just lay on the sofa and fell asleep.
However, how can we sleep in such a night?
The whole night, my mind was in a state of chaos, as if there were a lot of things, but it seemed that I couldn''t figure out anything, so I pestered in my mind.
Suddenly, it seemed that someone pulled her in a dream, and she opened her eyes immediately.
However, in front of me, there was nothing but darkness.
There was no light or sound around, just her breathing.
Picked up, raised his hand to touch a forehead, a lot of sweat.
It must have been a nightmare.
I don''t know when to start, her nightmare will no longer have a real image, only a chaos, and then wake up like this, a nothingness and sweat.
Into the bathroom, the current washed her hands.
If you think about it, it''s like this when you wake up from a shooting coma. Dreams, for her, are completely different from the past.
Maybe it''s nerve injury! After all, dreams, after all, are just neural activities.
It''s also very good. If you don''t know anything and can''t remember anything, you won''t have any worries, you won''t think about any messy things, and you won''t have to pursue anything for the sake of things in your dreams.
Wipe clean face, Sufan turn on the light of the stairwell, holding the railing step by step upstairs.
What''s the point of falling asleep downstairs? It''s daybreak. The servant comes to clean up and make breakfast. What do you see? What does Huo Shuqing think she wants to do! She didn''t have so many ideas, didn''t want to threaten him, hurt herself or caught a cold, and went to him to win sympathy? Or threaten him, let him love her, pity her? She doesn''t want to do that. It doesn''t make any sense.
Because the problem between them is very clear, it is absolutely not her little trick that can cover up the problem between them.
It''s just, what can we do if we don''t cover it up? Do you want to let others know that they are in conflict? Now a lot of people around, not to mention the new guards, servants and secretaries, are very smart. There is a contradiction between them. Don''t those people know it at a glance?
She doesn''t want to sell miserably. What''s the use of selling miserably? Not as good as
He was angry tonight because of Yifei. Then, she tried to eliminate the knot in his heart and let him believe, even if it was just a moment. She didn''t want to argue with him about it any more, no more.
Standing at the bedroom door for a while, Sufan pushed the door in.
At this time, Huo Shu fell asleep early in the morning.
He is also very tired today. He has been busy all the time.
Sufan turns on the bedside lamp and looks at him quietly.
He worked so hard that she couldn''t bear it. If you can, I really want to be the only two of them together. I just want to live a simple life. I don''t want anything, any future, any country, and nothing. However, she can not want anything, how can he?
With a deep sigh, Sufan pulled open the quilt and went in, lying beside him.
Maybe he felt that he had her by his side. Huo Shuqing seemed to turn around and hold her unconsciously.
He liked to sleep with her in his arms, a habit they had formed since they met.
Su fan lay still, but he couldn''t close his eyes any more.
"What''s the matter?" His voice came from behind his head.
"Oh, nothing. How did you wake up? " She asked.
"I''m sorry about that!" He said.
Su fan, stunned.
His lips, gently rubbing in her ear.
"I admit I''m a careful eye. I can''t do anything about Xiaofei..." he said in a deep voice.
"You''re right. That''s your right." Her heart ached, but she interrupted him.
"Sufan, I don''t want to imprison you because of any rights and morality, but I really don''t want another person in your heart, not a bit." He said.
She gave a wry smile and said, "marriage is supposed to be moral. If there is no moral constraint, how can marriage exist?"
Huo Shuqing said nothing.
"I don''t blame you. I know how you feel." Su Fan said, turning and looking at him.
Even though it was dark, I couldn''t see him.
"There''s something, I think, I want to explain to you." She said.
"What''s the matter?" He asked.
"Yifei, Yifei, he''s really good. I, I''m very grateful to him. Really, maybe, sometimes, sometimes gratitude. Gratitude can be very complicated, but I always treat him as a friend..." she said, but he interrupted.
"You..." he said.
"You let me finish." Su Fan said.
He nodded slightly.
"Last time, last time we went to Shanghai to see him, I, in fact, didn''t want to let him come to our house. At the beginning, I didn''t think so. I just want to talk with him about my feelings. I understand his feelings. He and I have experienced the same things, so I understand his ideas. But, but aunt Xu... "Su Fan said.
Huo Shuqing didn''t speak. Su fan stopped and said, "I''m a little bit, a little impulsive. I urge Yifei to come to our house, and I also want him to leave aunt Xu, so that he can have a quiet environment to rest. At that time, I wanted to persuade him to come to our side, even if not in our home, to arrange the best place for him to recuperate. The environment is good, we can take the children to see him more, his mood will be relaxed, not as much pressure as in Shanghai. That''s why I said that. I... "
"I know." He interrupted, rubbing his lips gently on her forehead.
"You know what?" She asked.
"I..." he was speechless.
"I understand your feelings, but also, please give me a little trust, OK, Huo Shuqing? Yifei is my friend, that''s all. I hope he has a happy life, just a little hope, just a little hope. I don''t want him to sacrifice his happiness for us. Do you think that''s wrong? Do you think it''s selfish of me to think so? " Su fan asked.
Huo Shuqing said nothing“ Yifei doesn''t love Minhui. It''s true. But his mother insisted that he marry Minhui and arrange for him to be with Minhui. Does aunt Xu really like Minhui? Or does she think Yifei loves Minhui? You know the answers. What aunt Xu likes is just Minhui''s family background and her feelings for Yifei. Do we have to look at Yifei''s marriage like her? Let Yifei sacrifice for them and for us? " Su Fan said. You can search Baidu for the latest chapter of "Uncle chatting about jiutao novels "! This novel has been translated by www.novelhall.com and if you are reading this somewhere, they have stolen our translation.