Hes going to pick me up in like 30 minutes , I told her .


    ts not that .


    Its Nan .


    I cant get a hold of her .


    I havent spoken to her since she left yesterday .


    Harper looked crushed for a moment as she wrapped her arms around her body .


    Chapter 0236  mess than I was when she started .


    I slowly stripped off my dress and put my pajamas back on threw my hair in a messy bun and went into the bathroom to wash off the streaks of makeup .


    The tears wouldnt seem to stop .


    I shouldnt be this upset over the fact that Gavin canceled on me .


    Its not like hes my actual boyfriend or anything .


    We were only using each other for sex and to get people off our backs .


    I wanted Ethan off my back , and he wanted his family off his .


    That was all this rtionship was … we both got something out of this deal and that was that .


    I knew what this was long ago , and I shouldnt be feeling this kind of disappointment .


    Yet , it seemed as if my wolf didnt get the memo because she was crushed just as she was when Ethan left us for someone else .


    I told myself I was never going to feel that way again and now I was the one being a fool .


    I decided to just stay in my room for the rest of the night .


    I didnt want to face Harper and tell her that my ns fell through ; I wasnt sure Id be able to handle her emotions and Chesters emotions , along with dealing with my own .


    So , it was better if I just stayed in my room and tried to get some sleep .


    I left early the next morning for school , sessfully avoiding both Harper and Chester .


    I didnt want them asking me how my night was … I didnt want to talk about it .


    Leroy was waiting outside for me as he was every morning that I had school .


    When he dropped me off at school , I thanked him before getting out of the car .


    I was grateful to be at school .


    It meant I was finally going to be able to see Nan and talk to her .


    I nced at my phone with a frown ; she hadnt tried to call or text me for the rest of the weekend and I was worried about her .


    But hopefully , my questions will be cleared up once I saw her today .